To Everyone Out There.

A Shi Fu came to see me today.
My mum asked him to come to ease my feelings.
Just in case I cannot accept the truth.

Well, I think I am feeling Okay at the moment.
And I am trying my best to contact with my friends.
Coz I cannot go to school already.
I can be easily get infected.

The Shi Fu lent me the "1 litre of tears" drama.
I watched it before but I think I would like to watch again.
Let the tears flow might be the best solution. kakax.

Owh yea, he lent me a book too.

Completely pictures of pigs.

There are lots of useful ideas of how to face the obstructions in life.

And of coz, I continue being a narcissist even I'm in the hospital.

Cam whoring.... ^^

BTW, I asked my dad to bring my violin here. It's kinda out of tune. Yucks. Gonna get the tuner from my teacher today!!!

I really miss all of you.

Hope you all won't be so worry after seeing dis pics lor.

I'm still good and smilling.

XDDD I still can do what I want now.

I'm fine~ See, I'm still webcamming. XD

How I Hope It's A Joke.

I am diagnosed with cancer.

I just got the news dis morning.The number of neutrophils in my blood is lesser than usual ppl, but in contrast, the lymphocytes increases to 18000 over.


At first, it was just normal fever & sore throat.
Then the abdominal pain and back aches.
I was taken to the hospital to be warded.


First shocking news after the ultrasound scan: I got the gall bladder infection.
Alrite, so there were blood withdrawal and pain.

Second shocking news after 5 days: operation needed to remove my gall bladder.

In despair, I switched to Kuantan KCDC.
Good thing was I dun nid operation.
Bad thing? Damn expensive cost.

1 dose of antibiotic was RM150.
I need 3 doses 1 day.

3rd shocking news: I got throat infection.
I will choke easily when I drink.
My voice is getting softer and softer.

The last one, of coz, is the news today.
CANCER.

Don't know what to do.
Gonna go through it slowly.
It's still curable.