Bad Luck.

My lappy broke down 2 hours ago.
I was clicking something and "peep!" it simply blacked out, like a lamp that was suddenly switched off.
I was horrified, so was Miki, who was practising singing behind me.
We tried to restart the lappy by taking out the battery or charger and it just repeatedly blacking out! ='(

So my lappy is officially dead now.

Using Miki's lappy to get online now. Her keyboard is totally different than mine. Despite the alphabets are still in their own places, all the symbols like \^-[@:/?.> these are scattered everywhere, totally confusing. O.o

Anyway, at least I can online. Hmm... Had a bad sleep yesterday night, bad dreams and puffy eyes. :(( Gonna sleep earlier tonight!

Accompanied Miki to get a dress for her singing performance coming up in December. I don't think the dress is worthed the price, but well, it's that costly in Shanghai. Unless we can go Su Zhou, there is a whole street selling performance dresses there. Very reasonable and thousands of design and quality to choose from!

I hope my lappy will get alive soon! See you guys then!

Move On.

I have been in this unhealthy cycle for so long without realising it.

Having a talk with Kat today was like a smack in the head.

There are a lot of things that are already so clear but I just subconsciously reject to admit it, instead I find another way to coax myself.

I have always been thinking I'm not good enough, I should be a better gf, things like that, but now I realise it's all nonsense.


Someone who really loves you, will love you more than himself.

Someone who really loves you, will never hurt you, even for a second.

Someone who really loves you, will accept you as who you are, and not going to ask for more. You'll be beautiful to him even when you lost your arms and legs.

Someone who really loves you, will treat and love you like a family when the romance is gone.

And someone who really loves you, will never threaten you.




I always thought love is that way:
There'll be quarrels, definitely. We should always tolerate one another and solve problems together. If you really love someone, you should always bear with him or apologise to him.


However I'm so so wrong. I always apologise even when I'm not wrong, even when I'm really hurt.

Maybe because it's my first love, I never even try to think of a life without him, and I can't imagine myself falling in love with someone else. I've always been a believer of fairytales.

I have to wake up now. Sacrifices have to be made if I want to be happy.

It'll be hard. They say it takes half the time of the whole relationship duration to recover from it. I hope my friends will help me. If you really are my true friends, please don't ask me questions or remind me of him. I really really want to move on.

Now I just want to enjoy my student life to the fullest! :DDD

I'll be strong. Thanks Kathy and thanks all my friends!!!

How Long Has It Been?

When was the last time I posted something like this? :DDDDDD
Like superrr long time ago. :D

Just feel like posting this today before sleeping! So have a good laugh peeps! ^_^




I can't help laughing at this pic. XD

Can you see anything special in this pic? :D Just see penguins??? Look closer! Haha.. RIGHT! On the bottom right, a seal is trying to get attention! :DDD

Hmm... I haven't done my assignment yet... I don't know how to do it.

Mommy, I know I'm on diet, but can I please at least have a slice of meat?

Don't want to wet my hair.

Sob... Amy rejected me today. :'(

I'm CAT! :D

BORED.

I roll and roll and roll~

And.... !!! :D

Hey, see the new coat I bought, nice?

Ppl says cute babies will be ended up ugly when they grow up.

Don't be sad, tell papa your problems alright?









A disdainful look from the whale. XDD

What's better than lying on the grass and watch the sun?

Faking soft-toys.

I've nothing to live for anymore, kill me.. kill me..

:D Haha.. that's it! Oyasumi!