Surreal.

Just took a shower, the weather was hot beyond imagination.
I swear I could feel smoke radiated from my skin when the water came in contact with it.
Despite my usual habit of bathing with hot shower, I had to turn off the heater for a change, or else I would definitely suffocate. Even the shower room itself was a sauna. X.X

Not just the weather itself, I was suffocating too, I needed to go somewhere else for a change. Life was too dull for me now. :(
I felt like an empty shell at home, lack of friends to chat with and inspiration nor motivation.
Perhaps that was some sort of symptom before I leave to somewhere else? :D Haha...

Notwithstanding all those, I started to cherish my moments with family. Even the grumble from my parents sounded sacred to me. :DDD I used to sulk at them, and now I was actually smiling to myself when they did. Was there something wrong with me? I wonder...

Haha.. It is funny that I write something like this here. I am not used to expressing my personal feeling in my blog. I don't know, I prefer things to be private. :DD
It doesn't sound like me right? I always look so open and seem to be someone who tells the world about what's happening to her everyday. XDD Maybe you can never trust wat you see?

Ehhh, actually it's nothing emo~ What I'm trying to say is, I never take my blog as my diary. I used it as a notebook for the events happening in my life, but not my feelings. :D Isn't it better that way? :)))

I find it fun sometimes, writing things that is in my mind. Just....... SOMETIMES. ^^
Coz it squeezed my mind like emptying a fully-soaked sponge and it made me feel better.
:DDD omg, if I continued writing like this, ppl might think I'm feeling super emo.
I assured you, I'm not. I'm just too bored and nothing much to do. XD

Btw, I used dis pic as my FB and Friendster primary pic. XDD
Cheok Ming commented that the angle of the pic was a bit weird, lol.
the funny thing was, I got 30 friendster friend requests in a day after I put dis pic up. XD
I seriously don't understand why. Lol. I guess maybe black and white is mysterious so ppl think they should check me out? Is that the right explanation? XDD I dunno~~

Tomorrow night there'll be a farewell dinner held by my mum's colleagues for me. They are really thoughtful, and I felt embarrassed and grateful when I heard about it. *blushed*
I'm not someone that important to be given a farewell dinner anyway, that's wat I always thought. Thanks for the generous gesture, I was very very touched. :))

Owh... and I'm NOT having rice for my dinner!!!! I had rice for my breakfast and chicken rice for my lunch. Now I feel nauseated whenever I think of r.i.c.e. NO MORE! XDDDD
Maybe.... noodles? I wish there're more choices!!! T.T
:DD and peeps~~ Please update your blogs. I'm your die hard blog reader so just update. ^^

Have a nice day!