There's Still Hope.

Wait a minute!
Things might not be that bad!


This afternoon another physiologist came to see me.
She was supposed be the one who treated me, but she went to KL and just came back today.
The doctor handling my case before was her brother. He was a really good surgeon.


So this physiologist asked me lots of questions.
And she made some assumptions:

* This MIGHT NOT be leukemia.
* This MIGHT BE some kind of virus disease which can be cured and can get well pretty soon. (She did mentioned the name, but it was really long. So I can't remember)


Why is it so?
* My symptoms do not all fit into the leukaemia's.
Yea, my liver and spleen did enlarged, but just mildly. Those who were diagnosed with
leukaemia had LARGE liver and spleen.
Usually leukaemia-diagnosed ppl don't undergo bacteria infections, and now here am I,
with 2 infections - gall bladder and throat.

*I was completely normal before i got that bloody fever. If I fell for leukaemia (I will just type
L la!), I should be suffering from fatigue and can't do much sports. In fact, I was still running and eating like everybody else 2 weeks before this.

*The decrease in number of neutrophils might be caused by the antibiotics. Since neutrophils are needed to kill the bacteria, they are no longer needed when antibiotics are injected into my body. Antibiotics take over neutrophils' function, so they become lesser.

*My lymphocytes are really high in number. A blood expert checked my blood sample.
He couldn't trace any L's cell in the blood. There were some abnormally-shaped
lymphocytes, but that can be caused by the bacterial infection. Most of the time, cancer
lymphocytes were very very very badly shaped. Mine were just okay.


So, she decided to observe for a few more days. See if my white blood cell will increase or drop. Then she will decide whether there will be a blood withdrawal from the bone marrow or not.

There's still hope. haha.

To Everyone Out There.

A Shi Fu came to see me today.
My mum asked him to come to ease my feelings.
Just in case I cannot accept the truth.

Well, I think I am feeling Okay at the moment.
And I am trying my best to contact with my friends.
Coz I cannot go to school already.
I can be easily get infected.

The Shi Fu lent me the "1 litre of tears" drama.
I watched it before but I think I would like to watch again.
Let the tears flow might be the best solution. kakax.

Owh yea, he lent me a book too.

Completely pictures of pigs.

There are lots of useful ideas of how to face the obstructions in life.

And of coz, I continue being a narcissist even I'm in the hospital.

Cam whoring.... ^^

BTW, I asked my dad to bring my violin here. It's kinda out of tune. Yucks. Gonna get the tuner from my teacher today!!!

I really miss all of you.

Hope you all won't be so worry after seeing dis pics lor.

I'm still good and smilling.

XDDD I still can do what I want now.

I'm fine~ See, I'm still webcamming. XD