:)

It's going to be December tomorrow!
I'm wishing for a great christmas and awesome birthday! Will my wishes come true???




Practising Rode now. It isn't hard, just need to make sure the intonation is perfect and ensure the music connects. However it doesn't mean it will not consume a lot of time and energy to get them right!
I gonna go practise again! :) Bye!!

Bad Luck.

My lappy broke down 2 hours ago.
I was clicking something and "peep!" it simply blacked out, like a lamp that was suddenly switched off.
I was horrified, so was Miki, who was practising singing behind me.
We tried to restart the lappy by taking out the battery or charger and it just repeatedly blacking out! ='(

So my lappy is officially dead now.

Using Miki's lappy to get online now. Her keyboard is totally different than mine. Despite the alphabets are still in their own places, all the symbols like \^-[@:/?.> these are scattered everywhere, totally confusing. O.o

Anyway, at least I can online. Hmm... Had a bad sleep yesterday night, bad dreams and puffy eyes. :(( Gonna sleep earlier tonight!

Accompanied Miki to get a dress for her singing performance coming up in December. I don't think the dress is worthed the price, but well, it's that costly in Shanghai. Unless we can go Su Zhou, there is a whole street selling performance dresses there. Very reasonable and thousands of design and quality to choose from!

I hope my lappy will get alive soon! See you guys then!

Move On.

I have been in this unhealthy cycle for so long without realising it.

Having a talk with Kat today was like a smack in the head.

There are a lot of things that are already so clear but I just subconsciously reject to admit it, instead I find another way to coax myself.

I have always been thinking I'm not good enough, I should be a better gf, things like that, but now I realise it's all nonsense.


Someone who really loves you, will love you more than himself.

Someone who really loves you, will never hurt you, even for a second.

Someone who really loves you, will accept you as who you are, and not going to ask for more. You'll be beautiful to him even when you lost your arms and legs.

Someone who really loves you, will treat and love you like a family when the romance is gone.

And someone who really loves you, will never threaten you.




I always thought love is that way:
There'll be quarrels, definitely. We should always tolerate one another and solve problems together. If you really love someone, you should always bear with him or apologise to him.


However I'm so so wrong. I always apologise even when I'm not wrong, even when I'm really hurt.

Maybe because it's my first love, I never even try to think of a life without him, and I can't imagine myself falling in love with someone else. I've always been a believer of fairytales.

I have to wake up now. Sacrifices have to be made if I want to be happy.

It'll be hard. They say it takes half the time of the whole relationship duration to recover from it. I hope my friends will help me. If you really are my true friends, please don't ask me questions or remind me of him. I really really want to move on.

Now I just want to enjoy my student life to the fullest! :DDD

I'll be strong. Thanks Kathy and thanks all my friends!!!

How Long Has It Been?

When was the last time I posted something like this? :DDDDDD
Like superrr long time ago. :D

Just feel like posting this today before sleeping! So have a good laugh peeps! ^_^




I can't help laughing at this pic. XD

Can you see anything special in this pic? :D Just see penguins??? Look closer! Haha.. RIGHT! On the bottom right, a seal is trying to get attention! :DDD

Hmm... I haven't done my assignment yet... I don't know how to do it.

Mommy, I know I'm on diet, but can I please at least have a slice of meat?

Don't want to wet my hair.

Sob... Amy rejected me today. :'(

I'm CAT! :D

BORED.

I roll and roll and roll~

And.... !!! :D

Hey, see the new coat I bought, nice?

Ppl says cute babies will be ended up ugly when they grow up.

Don't be sad, tell papa your problems alright?









A disdainful look from the whale. XDD

What's better than lying on the grass and watch the sun?

Faking soft-toys.

I've nothing to live for anymore, kill me.. kill me..

:D Haha.. that's it! Oyasumi!

A Place In Your Reverie. ♥

I didn't expect the gig venue to be this nice. I mean REALLY THIS NICE.
Totally rushed all the way there this afternoon, jumped into a cab and told the cab driver the address I got from my friend.

The address said "Moller Villa Hotel" and this was EXACTLY what I saw when I got down from the cab. (Pictures from google. Pardon me, I didn't take much pictures today due to the rush. Sorry guys.)

It blew me away, the sight of this magnificent building that should only exist in fairytale. I didn't even know something like this exist in Shanghai!
You guys can click HERE if you want to know more. :)

The omg-so-grand entrance.

The awesome night view! I'm totally spell-bounded.

And not forgotten, some interiors to show!

According to the resources, it was built in year 1936 and known as the Moller Residence in a composite style of Norwegian and Oriental architectures. :)
The best thing? It's actually just a few turns from my place! And I friggin' know nothing about it! Argh!! I'll pay a visit there soon. I hope. :D



Finally, pictures from my camera, which is pitifully little in sum.

I played for a wedding ceremony today, happy to know the other 3 musicians were my friends! You see, I don't know who's playing with me in the first place, I'm just informed the time and venue and tadaa! Practically just sight reading and spontaneous hey-nice-to-meet-you-let's-play-this-together kinda stuff.

It was freezing today. Temperature dropped to below 15 degree celsius. We had to play outdoor in our dresses and in my case, my black dress and a thin cardigan. SHITTY. X.X

Anyway it was a beautiful wedding, beautiful bride and bridegroom in white. :)

A snapshot of the arrangement of the place where the wedding was going to take place.

There were flowers everywhere. Beautiful, luscious flowers.

Finished the gig, totally frozen, but intoxicated with the beauty of the place and the bliss of the newly-weds. :)

Quite a nice day for me. What about yours? :)

Not A Salesgirl This Time.

Same bosslady, same products, but different place and role. LOL.
This time I'm not working as the salesgirl but play the violin instead. :DDD

I really love the gig venue this time! The Business Park Club, very very classy and cosy place! The weather was fine today, so the sun shone in and made everything looked cheery! :DDD

I reached early so I helped with the arrangement of the products since I had experience of it last time.
Got to know a very very dolly sister, Sandy, who was there helping as well! :DD
Pictures!!!


I seemed to be having 1 leg in this pic. SCARY. XD

Can you believe that she's 27 this year? I thought she's just 21! :DDD

Very bright and pollyannaish dining place. :)

And Sandy! ♥♥♥

The event started aroun 1pm something. I changed into my black dress and started playing while Sandy snapped pictures of me. :) Thanks dear!

The weather suddenly turned cold so I wore my batty jacket. XD There was this cute little 5-years-old Korean girl that came and started chatting with me. She spoke perfect Chinese and the way she talked was just like an old woman, so mature omg! XDDD She kept on trying to pluck my violin strings and I was like "NOOOOO THAT'S MY TEACHER'S VIOLIN!!!" Luckily my bosslady came over and helped me to stop her. T.T

Anywayyyy, she was really adorable so I took pictures with her when I wasn't playing violin. XD

Super cute right? She gonna be really pretty when she grows up. :)

She was drawing my portrait when I took this picture.

My fav pic of the day! Taken by her pretty mommy! She was happy coz her mom gave her a slice of cake. :DDD

Just got a phone call, there'll be ANOTHER gig tomorrow. X.X Okay fine.. Good night ppl! :)

Concert 26/11/2010.

Went to the concert of Martin's band which was called Fluttering Hearts.
He founded it this year and today was their debut performance! :)

I bought a bouquet of white roses for the concert! I actually feel reluctant to give it coz I love it too much! :DDD It was handpicked by me and I loveeeeeee white roses!



Miki and the roses~

Me! :))))

I love it I love it I love it! ♥ ♥ ♥

Before starting!

The concert was quite a success. There were some amazing contemporary pieces composed by students of our conservatory and wonderfully performed by the band members (There're 5 members altogether)! Bravo!

End of concert, pictures! :DDD Here's Martin!

Jiang Feng (one of the band members) and Mary! LOL... I dunno why they call him Mary. XD

Haha.. Why are they looking at me? XD

Teeheeee! Spot Lulu! She was one of the band members too! And the girl in ponytail beside me plays the flute! :)

Totally famished, we went straight to steamboat right after greeting our performers goodbye. Some silly pics taken at the steamboat restaurant! :DDDDD

Whoops! Another gig tomorrow morning! Shittayy~~ I gotta go sleep! Byeeee~