Move On.

I have been in this unhealthy cycle for so long without realising it.

Having a talk with Kat today was like a smack in the head.

There are a lot of things that are already so clear but I just subconsciously reject to admit it, instead I find another way to coax myself.

I have always been thinking I'm not good enough, I should be a better gf, things like that, but now I realise it's all nonsense.


Someone who really loves you, will love you more than himself.

Someone who really loves you, will never hurt you, even for a second.

Someone who really loves you, will accept you as who you are, and not going to ask for more. You'll be beautiful to him even when you lost your arms and legs.

Someone who really loves you, will treat and love you like a family when the romance is gone.

And someone who really loves you, will never threaten you.




I always thought love is that way:
There'll be quarrels, definitely. We should always tolerate one another and solve problems together. If you really love someone, you should always bear with him or apologise to him.


However I'm so so wrong. I always apologise even when I'm not wrong, even when I'm really hurt.

Maybe because it's my first love, I never even try to think of a life without him, and I can't imagine myself falling in love with someone else. I've always been a believer of fairytales.

I have to wake up now. Sacrifices have to be made if I want to be happy.

It'll be hard. They say it takes half the time of the whole relationship duration to recover from it. I hope my friends will help me. If you really are my true friends, please don't ask me questions or remind me of him. I really really want to move on.

Now I just want to enjoy my student life to the fullest! :DDD

I'll be strong. Thanks Kathy and thanks all my friends!!!

How Long Has It Been?

When was the last time I posted something like this? :DDDDDD
Like superrr long time ago. :D

Just feel like posting this today before sleeping! So have a good laugh peeps! ^_^




I can't help laughing at this pic. XD

Can you see anything special in this pic? :D Just see penguins??? Look closer! Haha.. RIGHT! On the bottom right, a seal is trying to get attention! :DDD

Hmm... I haven't done my assignment yet... I don't know how to do it.

Mommy, I know I'm on diet, but can I please at least have a slice of meat?

Don't want to wet my hair.

Sob... Amy rejected me today. :'(

I'm CAT! :D

BORED.

I roll and roll and roll~

And.... !!! :D

Hey, see the new coat I bought, nice?

Ppl says cute babies will be ended up ugly when they grow up.

Don't be sad, tell papa your problems alright?









A disdainful look from the whale. XDD

What's better than lying on the grass and watch the sun?

Faking soft-toys.

I've nothing to live for anymore, kill me.. kill me..

:D Haha.. that's it! Oyasumi!

A Place In Your Reverie. ♥

I didn't expect the gig venue to be this nice. I mean REALLY THIS NICE.
Totally rushed all the way there this afternoon, jumped into a cab and told the cab driver the address I got from my friend.

The address said "Moller Villa Hotel" and this was EXACTLY what I saw when I got down from the cab. (Pictures from google. Pardon me, I didn't take much pictures today due to the rush. Sorry guys.)

It blew me away, the sight of this magnificent building that should only exist in fairytale. I didn't even know something like this exist in Shanghai!
You guys can click HERE if you want to know more. :)

The omg-so-grand entrance.

The awesome night view! I'm totally spell-bounded.

And not forgotten, some interiors to show!

According to the resources, it was built in year 1936 and known as the Moller Residence in a composite style of Norwegian and Oriental architectures. :)
The best thing? It's actually just a few turns from my place! And I friggin' know nothing about it! Argh!! I'll pay a visit there soon. I hope. :D



Finally, pictures from my camera, which is pitifully little in sum.

I played for a wedding ceremony today, happy to know the other 3 musicians were my friends! You see, I don't know who's playing with me in the first place, I'm just informed the time and venue and tadaa! Practically just sight reading and spontaneous hey-nice-to-meet-you-let's-play-this-together kinda stuff.

It was freezing today. Temperature dropped to below 15 degree celsius. We had to play outdoor in our dresses and in my case, my black dress and a thin cardigan. SHITTY. X.X

Anyway it was a beautiful wedding, beautiful bride and bridegroom in white. :)

A snapshot of the arrangement of the place where the wedding was going to take place.

There were flowers everywhere. Beautiful, luscious flowers.

Finished the gig, totally frozen, but intoxicated with the beauty of the place and the bliss of the newly-weds. :)

Quite a nice day for me. What about yours? :)